Wow I just realized that I haven't updated in quite a while. Well things have been alright and now with a new year I'm hoping to fulfill some New Year's resolutions. And plus, January's an awesome month cuz my b-day's on the 26th so yay me! lol anyways I've been wanting a premium rapidshare account (i already have a megaupload one) but i'm broke after spending a fortune on Christmas presents for my friends and family. I found this cool way to earn some easy money to pay for it by using this method:
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- Location:living room
- Music:Morning Musume - Renai Revolution
Last week was okay for me. I went to the hair salon to dye my hair white or gray if white wasn't available. The lady said that my hair was too dark to dye it white (my hair is naturally dark brownish-black but i dyed it blue-black about 2 months ago) and so she said she had to bleach my hair and then go over it with toner to make it "white." So she bleached parts of my hair and it turned out blonde but the toner didn't work and my hair wouldn't turn white :( so i decided to go home and dye the bleached parts of my hair a deep red but the red color is fading and becoming kinda orange-ish so i'm gonna dye it burgundy-purple.
Halloween was awesome. I dressed up as a local Japanese "Harajuku girl" or j-rocker or person in Japanese streetwear if u will and i thought i looked rather good hehe XP I wore a black and blue corset top, a black cheerleader kinda skirt (think emo cheerleader lol), pink tights, Invader Zim flats, a pair of lacy black fingerless gloves, and a bunch of jewelry and other accessories. I'm gonna post my pix up when i get 'em from my friend cuz we took pix together in our costumes. It was really fun that day. I went trick-or-treating and visited a cemetery and a "haunted" house.
The next day tragedy came. I came home from school to find out that my house was robbed and my laptop stolen T_T My beautiful Sony VAIO worth a freakin' $1,800!!!!! I was so pissed at first then i became sad. I'm still kinda sad but more paranoid now cuz i'm scared that the robbers will pay a visit to my house again. Ugh. My parents called the police but I totally doubt they'll be able to get back our stuff. I bet those stupid thieves were drug addicts or freakin' desperate poor people or something >_> I just can't believe people would do those kinds of things but then again maybe some people are too poor to afford a conscience so says my sister. But i'm still hoping they'll do the right thing and return our stuff. They freakin' stole a bunch of our electronics :( except the T.V.s maybe cuz they couldn't carry it out the door. Well the good news is that my parents bought me a new laptop a new Sony VAIO so i'm happy. But i feel kinda bad cuz the new laptop is really expensive just like the old one (which isn't that old only about 6 or 7 months old). The laptop costs around $2,000. My parents are also buying replacement stuff to make up for the stuff stolen y'know. Looks like i won't be getting allowance for like 2 weeks :( Oh wells hopefully such a thing like this won't happen again and cheers to the future ^__^ hopefully...
Halloween was awesome. I dressed up as a local Japanese "Harajuku girl" or j-rocker or person in Japanese streetwear if u will and i thought i looked rather good hehe XP I wore a black and blue corset top, a black cheerleader kinda skirt (think emo cheerleader lol), pink tights, Invader Zim flats, a pair of lacy black fingerless gloves, and a bunch of jewelry and other accessories. I'm gonna post my pix up when i get 'em from my friend cuz we took pix together in our costumes. It was really fun that day. I went trick-or-treating and visited a cemetery and a "haunted" house.
The next day tragedy came. I came home from school to find out that my house was robbed and my laptop stolen T_T My beautiful Sony VAIO worth a freakin' $1,800!!!!! I was so pissed at first then i became sad. I'm still kinda sad but more paranoid now cuz i'm scared that the robbers will pay a visit to my house again. Ugh. My parents called the police but I totally doubt they'll be able to get back our stuff. I bet those stupid thieves were drug addicts or freakin' desperate poor people or something >_> I just can't believe people would do those kinds of things but then again maybe some people are too poor to afford a conscience so says my sister. But i'm still hoping they'll do the right thing and return our stuff. They freakin' stole a bunch of our electronics :( except the T.V.s maybe cuz they couldn't carry it out the door. Well the good news is that my parents bought me a new laptop a new Sony VAIO so i'm happy. But i feel kinda bad cuz the new laptop is really expensive just like the old one (which isn't that old only about 6 or 7 months old). The laptop costs around $2,000. My parents are also buying replacement stuff to make up for the stuff stolen y'know. Looks like i won't be getting allowance for like 2 weeks :( Oh wells hopefully such a thing like this won't happen again and cheers to the future ^__^ hopefully...
- Location:bedroom
- Mood:
discontent - Music:Kanjani8 - It's My Soul
lol just changed layout with a Halloween theme obviously for the upcoming holiday hehe. I think it's real cute tis all.
oh gosh there's been a lot going on lately with the bunch of fires going on in CA and whatnot. Luckily it's not hitting the are i live in. The weather has been just ugh. It started off super windy at the beginning of the week and then it got really hot like summer again. And plus the sun and the moon have been really weird lately. The sun is bright red in the morning and the moon was just bright red last night. It's so weird! Maybe i'm just being superstitious but still...u never know. And it's almost Halloween too. Oooh spooky lol.There's been like a million little bugs flying around *rolls eyes* i mean really! I'm not too fond of insects and especially not stupid spiders (which are arachnids not insects i know.) I recently cut my hair last weekend and i was pretty satisfied with it. My original hair was long, black, and straight (slightly wavy?) and now it's shorter with layers. I'm thinking of dyeing my hair this upcoming weekend from black to white and if the salon doesn't have white then i'll go gray. It'll be an interesting experience i'm sure. I can't wait ^_^ so excited! This week has been okay-ish. I got a C on my chemistry test which isn't too bad but i'm hoping to improve that in the near future. As for French i think i should actually do some studying instead of procrastinating (tsk tsk how disappointing.)
Anyways i just listened to that new song from Koda Kumi ft. DBSK - Last Angel and at first i thought it was just an okay song but it's really starting to get stuck in my head. I like it. It isn't the best song but it's a catchy pop song which i'm a sucker for lol. Well i'm a sucker for all kinds of music really. I'd have to say i like a variety of musical genres. I really can't pick one over the other.
Well enough of my ramblings. Zai jian~
oh gosh there's been a lot going on lately with the bunch of fires going on in CA and whatnot. Luckily it's not hitting the are i live in. The weather has been just ugh. It started off super windy at the beginning of the week and then it got really hot like summer again. And plus the sun and the moon have been really weird lately. The sun is bright red in the morning and the moon was just bright red last night. It's so weird! Maybe i'm just being superstitious but still...u never know. And it's almost Halloween too. Oooh spooky lol.There's been like a million little bugs flying around *rolls eyes* i mean really! I'm not too fond of insects and especially not stupid spiders (which are arachnids not insects i know.) I recently cut my hair last weekend and i was pretty satisfied with it. My original hair was long, black, and straight (slightly wavy?) and now it's shorter with layers. I'm thinking of dyeing my hair this upcoming weekend from black to white and if the salon doesn't have white then i'll go gray. It'll be an interesting experience i'm sure. I can't wait ^_^ so excited! This week has been okay-ish. I got a C on my chemistry test which isn't too bad but i'm hoping to improve that in the near future. As for French i think i should actually do some studying instead of procrastinating (tsk tsk how disappointing.)
Anyways i just listened to that new song from Koda Kumi ft. DBSK - Last Angel and at first i thought it was just an okay song but it's really starting to get stuck in my head. I like it. It isn't the best song but it's a catchy pop song which i'm a sucker for lol. Well i'm a sucker for all kinds of music really. I'd have to say i like a variety of musical genres. I really can't pick one over the other.
Well enough of my ramblings. Zai jian~
- Location:living room
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Koda Kumi ft.Tohoshinki - Last Angel
yay i finally got around to making a layout but too bad no header. *sigh* i spent like 1-2 hrs messing with Photoshop CS3 but i wasn't satisfied with the header so i decided to try again like next time cuz i got frustrated. lol...it's cuz i'm such a noob when it comes to making graphics and whatnot. Oh wellz at least i put in some effort. Once i get the hang of it i'll make a bunch more layouts featuring j-rock bands i like and other asian artists i enjoy. Hopefully they'll turn out at least pretty-ish lol. I'd also like to really spice up my LJ with uploads and maybe and embedded mp3 player would be cool too. Well a toast to the future of my LJ ^_^
- Location:living room
- Mood:
frustrated - Music:Kra - Artman
Ah...school's been...erm...ok-ish i guess. *sigh* i'm not really near my goal of straight A's yet. I have B's in all my classes except in English where i have a C+. Grrr...i have never had a C in English EVER. My teacher is a stupid bitch who can't realize my genius i swear. I mean English is my forte. I've had A's in English since as long as i can remember. Argghh...why a C+? Why? ugh...i wish for my teacher's death every day. Humph. Anyways i haven't been up to much. Ooooh....Halloween's coming up at the end of the month. So excited. Halloween's one of my favorite holidays. *giddy with excitement giggle giggle* yeah lol...i love dressing up in costumes and watching scary movies. I love scary movies but my little sister hates them. But she always ends up watching them with me anyway cuz she loves me like that haha. Man...i've been so bored lately. Really need something to do. Like get a job probably. Even though i'm not fat i do need more excercise lol. I need extra money anyways. i should be studying though. tsk tsk i'm such a procrastinator *sigh* i mean really every year i set goals to start off the school year on a good note but bad habits are hard to break. Really though i'm trying to put some effort into my "goals" trying to make them reality. i'm getting there i think? maybe. maybe not. but still trying though. Anyways enough of my rambling nonsense. I got to go finish my English homework. Grr...stupid stupid teacher....
- Location:living room
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Park Hyo Shin - 바보
Humph I'm still sick. Maybe a little better? Perhaps but I don't think so. Ugh can't stop sniffling and coughing. Totally not cool. *sigh* Well just doing some homework and studying for my U.S. history test tomorrow. I'm so procrastinating. It's sad cuz it's so early in the year to be lazy lol. But don't worry I'll work on it eventually haha. Just kidding. I'm trying to focus and do it right now. Chemistry was ok in the beginning but it's getting boring and kinda hard with all the math problems and whatnot. Ugh...I suck at math. Any kind of math. Really. Oh wellz. So bored...
I just started listening to Jolin Tsai's new album Agent J. Gosh it's really good. She has a pretty voice. I've heard very little of Jolin Tsai and I was intrigued when I saw the pix and title of the album and all. Her pic on the album cover really reminds of Aeon Flux. Super cool, spy-ish style.
Anyways just celebrating the Lunar New Year and Harvest Festival by munching on some moon cakes. Yum yum. And also munching on some donuts lol. Strange combination. *burp* lol it's a bad habit but I tend to burp. A lot. My friends and siblings think I'm gross but it doesn't bother me. I'm actually proud of my burpalicious burping skills haha. But I shouldn't eat so much. I gotta watch my weight. Even though my friends and family think I'm a paranoid or something since I'm 106 lbs and I guess they think there's nothing wrong with me. I beg to differ though, I just want to shave off a few pounds and have those sought over slender legs. My dad says I eat too little or too weakly (translated from Chinese so it might seem a little strange). I don't want people to feel like I'm some anorexic or anything. It's just that I want to lose a few pounds tis all.
Oh jeez...I really need to start working on my chemistry homework and my Cornell notes for history. *sigh* If only I was more motivated to do my schoolwork. I mean college is just around the corner and I'm doing so little to prepare. I really have to get my head together. I mean seriously. *cough, cough* Grrr...still sick and tired. I hate getting sick which is often. I get sick at least once a month or once every two months. I have a bad immune system really. I'm a germophobic on top of all that. I mean I wash my hands a lot. And use a lot of hand sanitizer. One of my pet peeves is licking one's fingers. It just grosses me out so. I guess that's a little hypocritical since I myself did that when I was younger but...it's just I think I have a little OCD. I just do random actions. All the time. *sigh*
Yeah well I gotta go do my work now. Like a good little schoolgirl haha. Oooh I heard Dancing With The Stars is on today. I might check it out. Who knows? Well au revoir~
I just started listening to Jolin Tsai's new album Agent J. Gosh it's really good. She has a pretty voice. I've heard very little of Jolin Tsai and I was intrigued when I saw the pix and title of the album and all. Her pic on the album cover really reminds of Aeon Flux. Super cool, spy-ish style.
Anyways just celebrating the Lunar New Year and Harvest Festival by munching on some moon cakes. Yum yum. And also munching on some donuts lol. Strange combination. *burp* lol it's a bad habit but I tend to burp. A lot. My friends and siblings think I'm gross but it doesn't bother me. I'm actually proud of my burpalicious burping skills haha. But I shouldn't eat so much. I gotta watch my weight. Even though my friends and family think I'm a paranoid or something since I'm 106 lbs and I guess they think there's nothing wrong with me. I beg to differ though, I just want to shave off a few pounds and have those sought over slender legs. My dad says I eat too little or too weakly (translated from Chinese so it might seem a little strange). I don't want people to feel like I'm some anorexic or anything. It's just that I want to lose a few pounds tis all.
Oh jeez...I really need to start working on my chemistry homework and my Cornell notes for history. *sigh* If only I was more motivated to do my schoolwork. I mean college is just around the corner and I'm doing so little to prepare. I really have to get my head together. I mean seriously. *cough, cough* Grrr...still sick and tired. I hate getting sick which is often. I get sick at least once a month or once every two months. I have a bad immune system really. I'm a germophobic on top of all that. I mean I wash my hands a lot. And use a lot of hand sanitizer. One of my pet peeves is licking one's fingers. It just grosses me out so. I guess that's a little hypocritical since I myself did that when I was younger but...it's just I think I have a little OCD. I just do random actions. All the time. *sigh*
Yeah well I gotta go do my work now. Like a good little schoolgirl haha. Oooh I heard Dancing With The Stars is on today. I might check it out. Who knows? Well au revoir~
- Location:living room
- Mood:
sick - Music:Jolin Tsai - Agent J album
ugh I'm sick boo hoo T.T
I'm so tired!!! Gosh, my head hurts. My nose hurts. Oh jeez my everything hurts.*sneeze, sneeze*
Friday my dad rearranged the whole house and it became sort of a disaster. He really is just....argh....irritating sometimes.
He's into the whole feng shui concept now and he's just a little too into it. *rolls eyes*
Anyways, I saw the new Super Junior MV for their song "Don't Don" and I was just like "whoa."
My thoughts? They seem like they're becoming like DBSK no offense. The new look just reminded me of DBSK's "O Jung Han Bap" look. And my gosh look at their hair. I love most the members' hairstyles. I love Hangeng's platinum blonde hair and the same goes for Kyuhyun. Yesung and Siwon didn't really change much but I love their looks nonetheless. Heechul's hair? Is it a wig? Cuz he had short hair like a month ago so I doubt his hair can grow back that fast. I love the red hair on him nevertheless. It's so video game-ish. Sungmin's hair is like half good, half bad cuz his hair is half bald, half hair. So weird. No offense or anything. It's just not my cup of tea. Anyways, I noticed Kangin's new bald look...it's interesting. But what really caught my attention was the violinist in the video. He was rumored as the 14th Suju member but it turned out he's just an SM trainee or something like that and he's just featured in the song (or whole album? not too keen on the details). He's making the violin cool which is good for the violin's reputation I guess. I played the violin in elementary school for about 3 years and it was alright. Not that fun or anything but it was an interesting past time for a while. Anyways overall Suju's new look is ok...I'm sure it'll grow on me eventually.
*sigh* my nasal passage is feeling like crap right now. So tired. And drained of energy. Hopefully I'll be ok for school tomorrow. I would really hate to miss a day of school so early in the year. I usually take a few days off of school for sick reasons or travel reasons but always in the spring season. Ugh...and to top it all off my period's coming soon most likely next week. I always break out in bouts of zits near and during my period. Argggh!!!! I have like the worst luck in the world. Really. If there's a god out there (which I'm still uncertain of His/Her existence since I'm an agnostic) He must really love torturing me. Man, my temple is throbbing like crazy. Ah choo!!! I can't lift my eyelids. So...in pain. Yeah I like to complain. But it's ok cuz my sister and my friends are always there to keep me in check and know when to tell me to stop my bitchin' and moanin' as they put it lol. I'm just sitting here at my desk trying to get a head start on my history notes due next Friday but I just keep getting sidetracked and distracted over other things haha. Oh and plus I keep feeling sorry for myself. Totally pathetic. I just took some medicine and am now waiting for it to kick in and start relieving my pain. My little brother and sister are watching some TV movie in the other room and I'm just reminded of one of my favorite holidays ever. Halloween is coming up next month. Yay ^^ I just love the whole feeling of it and dressing up in costumes...even as childish and immature as it may seem to some people. But it doesn't matter cuz I'm childish and immature like that haha. But really though I need to focus. Let's see. What else do I have to do today? Hmmm....I still have to study for my French test next week. Sadly, my French skills have left me this summer. And I'm left with some phrases and whatnot. *sigh* What happened to the past 2 years of Francaise? I'm in my third year now so I should be fluent-ish? Or even close to it? Yeah it seems I'll need a few more years if I want to speak perfect, fluent French lol. But it's all good. I'll survive somehow this year I hope. Who knows what's to come? This year is a new chapter in my life and I tend to really use this time to evaluate myself and really discover who I really am and who I really want to be as a person. Well good luck to me then! A bientot~
I'm so tired!!! Gosh, my head hurts. My nose hurts. Oh jeez my everything hurts.*sneeze, sneeze*
Friday my dad rearranged the whole house and it became sort of a disaster. He really is just....argh....irritating sometimes.
He's into the whole feng shui concept now and he's just a little too into it. *rolls eyes*
Anyways, I saw the new Super Junior MV for their song "Don't Don" and I was just like "whoa."
My thoughts? They seem like they're becoming like DBSK no offense. The new look just reminded me of DBSK's "O Jung Han Bap" look. And my gosh look at their hair. I love most the members' hairstyles. I love Hangeng's platinum blonde hair and the same goes for Kyuhyun. Yesung and Siwon didn't really change much but I love their looks nonetheless. Heechul's hair? Is it a wig? Cuz he had short hair like a month ago so I doubt his hair can grow back that fast. I love the red hair on him nevertheless. It's so video game-ish. Sungmin's hair is like half good, half bad cuz his hair is half bald, half hair. So weird. No offense or anything. It's just not my cup of tea. Anyways, I noticed Kangin's new bald look...it's interesting. But what really caught my attention was the violinist in the video. He was rumored as the 14th Suju member but it turned out he's just an SM trainee or something like that and he's just featured in the song (or whole album? not too keen on the details). He's making the violin cool which is good for the violin's reputation I guess. I played the violin in elementary school for about 3 years and it was alright. Not that fun or anything but it was an interesting past time for a while. Anyways overall Suju's new look is ok...I'm sure it'll grow on me eventually.
*sigh* my nasal passage is feeling like crap right now. So tired. And drained of energy. Hopefully I'll be ok for school tomorrow. I would really hate to miss a day of school so early in the year. I usually take a few days off of school for sick reasons or travel reasons but always in the spring season. Ugh...and to top it all off my period's coming soon most likely next week. I always break out in bouts of zits near and during my period. Argggh!!!! I have like the worst luck in the world. Really. If there's a god out there (which I'm still uncertain of His/Her existence since I'm an agnostic) He must really love torturing me. Man, my temple is throbbing like crazy. Ah choo!!! I can't lift my eyelids. So...in pain. Yeah I like to complain. But it's ok cuz my sister and my friends are always there to keep me in check and know when to tell me to stop my bitchin' and moanin' as they put it lol. I'm just sitting here at my desk trying to get a head start on my history notes due next Friday but I just keep getting sidetracked and distracted over other things haha. Oh and plus I keep feeling sorry for myself. Totally pathetic. I just took some medicine and am now waiting for it to kick in and start relieving my pain. My little brother and sister are watching some TV movie in the other room and I'm just reminded of one of my favorite holidays ever. Halloween is coming up next month. Yay ^^ I just love the whole feeling of it and dressing up in costumes...even as childish and immature as it may seem to some people. But it doesn't matter cuz I'm childish and immature like that haha. But really though I need to focus. Let's see. What else do I have to do today? Hmmm....I still have to study for my French test next week. Sadly, my French skills have left me this summer. And I'm left with some phrases and whatnot. *sigh* What happened to the past 2 years of Francaise? I'm in my third year now so I should be fluent-ish? Or even close to it? Yeah it seems I'll need a few more years if I want to speak perfect, fluent French lol. But it's all good. I'll survive somehow this year I hope. Who knows what's to come? This year is a new chapter in my life and I tend to really use this time to evaluate myself and really discover who I really am and who I really want to be as a person. Well good luck to me then! A bientot~
- Location:my room
- Mood:
drained - Music:Babylon - GRAMOROUS 9 Call
I get my inspiration from everything around me whether it be nature and it's wonders or people around me that serve as my muses.
School has started for a week now and I'm already tired. I had my almost all-nighter staying up to finish my Cornell notes for history. Argh...it took me about 5 hours! I had butt cramps after that. And then on Friday I lost my english homework after working hard on it the day before T.T
Then I got my first algebra 2 quiz back and saw that I had gotten a D. The first full week of school was really not my week at all. Plus I have tons of bruises from carrying my books home ( I don't even walk home I just walk to my dad's car). I am sore and tired and feeling very pitiful and pathetic right now. Humph.
Hopefully next week will be a better week. I have my second driving lesson tomorrow which I'm totally looking forward to hehe. I just like to be behind the wheel. In about 5 months I'll be able to take my behind-the-wheel test for my driver's license *squeals* so excited lol. This'll be a symbol of my growing up, you know like a right of passage? I guess maybe I'm over exaggerating it but to me it's a big deal so whatever. Ugh...I really need to focus if I want my 4.0 this year. I mean I'm already off to a bad start so I must try harder. I will persevere. Anne fighting!
Then I got my first algebra 2 quiz back and saw that I had gotten a D. The first full week of school was really not my week at all. Plus I have tons of bruises from carrying my books home ( I don't even walk home I just walk to my dad's car). I am sore and tired and feeling very pitiful and pathetic right now. Humph.
Hopefully next week will be a better week. I have my second driving lesson tomorrow which I'm totally looking forward to hehe. I just like to be behind the wheel. In about 5 months I'll be able to take my behind-the-wheel test for my driver's license *squeals* so excited lol. This'll be a symbol of my growing up, you know like a right of passage? I guess maybe I'm over exaggerating it but to me it's a big deal so whatever. Ugh...I really need to focus if I want my 4.0 this year. I mean I'm already off to a bad start so I must try harder. I will persevere. Anne fighting!
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
cranky - Music:SuG - Alterna
I realized I never introduced myself officially (you know just in case anybody is curious which I'm sure no one is). My name's Anne. I'm 16 yrs old and am a Chinese/ Vietnamese - American residing here in California, USA. I'm a high school junior and all-around good student. My interests include kpop, jpop, cpop, jrock, alternative rock, indie rock, and metal (all types). I'm rather short haha standing a mere 5 ft tall and about 102 lbs last time I checked. I'm currently interested in foreign languages and cultural studies. Ugh SATs and ACT tests coming up. Boo hoo. Hopefully I'll get a satisfactory score. Anyways, where was I on my self-introduction? Oh I forgot to say that I'm a huge animal lover and I have a dog and a cat and snake. Love 'em all!
Sadly today is 9/11. Today is a day of remembrance of the tragedy that occurred 6 yrs ago. I was 11 yrs old at the time and I was in my 5th grade class when the principal announced over the intercom that the Twin Towers had fallen and that we were under attack from terrorists. As an American I am deeply affected by this incident. It's like a slap in the face of what America stands for which is liberty and freedom for all. It is a day of great sorrow and mixed emotions from everyone. This is a day to remember the heroes who fell and it was a wake-up call to show us that not all of humanity has good intentions. People lost their lives, their loved ones, and their hope to the country they call home, a refuge that was not doubted. But nowadays it's hard to trust anyone and unity is something hard to achieve when everyone is watching their backs ready to attack the other if need be. *sigh* Well I've ranted enough about this topic. Tomorrow's a new day and comes with a refreshed state of mind. So three cheers to a new day!
Sadly today is 9/11. Today is a day of remembrance of the tragedy that occurred 6 yrs ago. I was 11 yrs old at the time and I was in my 5th grade class when the principal announced over the intercom that the Twin Towers had fallen and that we were under attack from terrorists. As an American I am deeply affected by this incident. It's like a slap in the face of what America stands for which is liberty and freedom for all. It is a day of great sorrow and mixed emotions from everyone. This is a day to remember the heroes who fell and it was a wake-up call to show us that not all of humanity has good intentions. People lost their lives, their loved ones, and their hope to the country they call home, a refuge that was not doubted. But nowadays it's hard to trust anyone and unity is something hard to achieve when everyone is watching their backs ready to attack the other if need be. *sigh* Well I've ranted enough about this topic. Tomorrow's a new day and comes with a refreshed state of mind. So three cheers to a new day!
- Location:bedroom
- Mood:
discontent - Music:Danson Tang - 愛我
oooh second entry on my LJ hehe. Anyways, it's the third day of school and I'm already getting used to the schedule. I miss summer already T.T. But that's okay cuz I like to go to school to see my friends. Hmm...there's been some asshole prank calling my house for the past week or so and it freaks me out! He calls and when you answer all you hear are strange noises. My sister said she heard a strange sucking sound and I heard weird noises (voices?). I suspect this freak is the guy my mom's been having an affair with. It really annoys me and frightens me cuz I'm a little paranoid cuz it reminds of a horror movie and I don't wanna wait around until he comes crashing through my door and kills me *shivers* I'll be pissed off if he calls again and I'll threaten him that I'll call the police. But I should think of happy thoughts so it doesn't stress me out cuz I don't need that right now. Humph I had to go get a shot today, a vaccination shot. Ugh the pain. I got woozy afterward and fell asleep for an hour and a half. Shoot I still have homework to do. *sigh* I promised myself that this year I would stop procrastinating and really stay on task with school work and whatnot. I mean I'm a really good student and I mostly get A's and B's but I do badly in math T^T. No matter what efforts I put in it's like math seems to always defeat me but nevertheless I will push forward this year with an optimistic attitude and really not have that give-up attitude. This year has to be my 4.0 year cuz the past 2 years I've gotten 3.5 and above but I really need to step it up especially since this is my junior year in high school and I only have one more year left next year so that I can go to the university of my dreams. I also plan to study in a foreign country as well such as Japan, Korea, and Taiwan. I understand Mandarin so living in Taiwan would be no problem (I'm half chinese.) Living in Japan and Korea would be a great experience culture-wise. I love new experiences so this would make a good memory to have after experiencing it ^_^ Future goals : gain true happiness in life and really fulfill my dreams:]
- Location:my room ^^
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:Kanjani8 - Osaka Rainy Blues
oooh....I've never done any blog-type diary thing before so this is going to be a little awkward. I express myself but I don't write things down so who knows if I'll ever even write another entry again. But I feel like I'm babbling about rubbish lol. Anyways you can say this is like a test drive on my livejournal since I've never done anything on it other than to visit others' livejournals or comms to d/l from. It'd be a waste not to even use it once so here goes. Hopefully I'll write more and express myself and so on. I want to use this as a way to put down my thoughts and whatnot so as to not always keep it all in my head. Haha cuz I might go crazy and burst if I don't say it or write about it. Usually I'd tell someone close, a friend perhaps, or my sister about things that trouble me or a dilemma in life but I should write it down too. For what reason I don't know of at the moment but I'm sure it's important somehow. Hmm...it feels as if I'm talking nothing really so I guess that's it. Whoever reads this would have to be deathly bored or really really have nothing to do so enjoy!
- Location:living room
- Mood:
blah - Music:Nightmare - Raven Loud Speaker
